People Leave…. Memories stay…..
It’s going to be 10 o’clock at night, in the office on the day just before the greatest festival in India…. Diwali.
All my friends have left for their houses to spend their Diwali with their dear ones.
I am also packing up after a very hectic day. The whole office is empty with just some 4-5 heads peeping above their cubicles, busy in finishing their last minute project work and go home for the long long week-end of 5 days.
As a matter of co-incidence the lights around my seat has gone for a leave too… so creating an aura around my seat form the light of the Computer screen.
This lonliness around me has penetrated my inside also……. I am missing someone in my heart of hearts. Someone who was in my life, but is no more there.
Someone whom I would not be able to wish Happy Diwali tomorrow….. Someone whom I will miss every moment when the whole of the world around me will be lighted with happiness and Joy. Every smile that would come on my face would feel empty without her.
People come and leave….. But they leave their impressions that make us remember them for the rest of our lives. Some leave us when God takes them away from us, and others leave us when the situations ask for it. In the first case we still have the solace that they are no more in this world, but those who leave us and are still some where in this small world make us sad, that we still can’t be close to them even when they are every moment in our hearts.
Life is so small, so sweet, so cute. In this small life we meet only few people whom we bring so close to our heart that we are ready to sacrifice everything in this world for them. They start meaning everything to us. They are in our minds every second, every news reaches them first , every thing needs to shared with them first……
But, one day when we wake up, they are gone …..they are no more there to share our joys, they are no more there to talk to us on the phone… they are no more there so that you can call them when you are tired and want a voice to refresh you….. They are no more there to answer your one liners Good Night and Good Morning smses.
But, I wonder , do they really go? Do they really leave us?
No, they live in us… they live with us.. they live in our memories, in our minds. They still get the first news of our achievements, they still share the first Goodmornings and the last Goodnights that we say.
Love can never die.. and so the people we love.. They will remain with us, around us and will surround us someday when the light goes off in the office and all have left for the day. And you are sitting in the Office alone.
I miss her so much……
But, as she once said, when we were separating …… “I miss you too… But this is what life is all about.”
All my friends have left for their houses to spend their Diwali with their dear ones.
I am also packing up after a very hectic day. The whole office is empty with just some 4-5 heads peeping above their cubicles, busy in finishing their last minute project work and go home for the long long week-end of 5 days.
As a matter of co-incidence the lights around my seat has gone for a leave too… so creating an aura around my seat form the light of the Computer screen.
This lonliness around me has penetrated my inside also……. I am missing someone in my heart of hearts. Someone who was in my life, but is no more there.
Someone whom I would not be able to wish Happy Diwali tomorrow….. Someone whom I will miss every moment when the whole of the world around me will be lighted with happiness and Joy. Every smile that would come on my face would feel empty without her.
People come and leave….. But they leave their impressions that make us remember them for the rest of our lives. Some leave us when God takes them away from us, and others leave us when the situations ask for it. In the first case we still have the solace that they are no more in this world, but those who leave us and are still some where in this small world make us sad, that we still can’t be close to them even when they are every moment in our hearts.
Life is so small, so sweet, so cute. In this small life we meet only few people whom we bring so close to our heart that we are ready to sacrifice everything in this world for them. They start meaning everything to us. They are in our minds every second, every news reaches them first , every thing needs to shared with them first……
But, one day when we wake up, they are gone …..they are no more there to share our joys, they are no more there to talk to us on the phone… they are no more there so that you can call them when you are tired and want a voice to refresh you….. They are no more there to answer your one liners Good Night and Good Morning smses.
But, I wonder , do they really go? Do they really leave us?
No, they live in us… they live with us.. they live in our memories, in our minds. They still get the first news of our achievements, they still share the first Goodmornings and the last Goodnights that we say.
Love can never die.. and so the people we love.. They will remain with us, around us and will surround us someday when the light goes off in the office and all have left for the day. And you are sitting in the Office alone.
I miss her so much……
But, as she once said, when we were separating …… “I miss you too… But this is what life is all about.”
3 Comments:
WAW you have expressed what I myself am feeling now so well... Good luck with everything.
again speechless yaar.....actuaally there are no words...only tears......i think i should reading ur writings now because it is refreshin my past now!really praveen one can really relate to ur writings ......there is so much depth in it.....soo much love and geniuness in it.....wonderful!
Hoye Hoye Deepa Ji,
Tusi mainu Khush kittaa( for my International readers .. this means U have elated me)
U r the inspiration dear.. U r the one who told me that Praveen u write.... May b my 2 Hrs of spiritual speech was not that bad.And the Saheli created and atmosphere to write... So thanks to u both.
And about the tears... Plz don't mind but mujhe bada mazaa aata hai when I see tears in the eyes, u know the eyes look wonderful.. hahaha.. Beauty lies in wet eyes.. don't worry.. I will make u cry even more in the future....
There is lot of pain and lot of confusion and lot of love and lot of passion trapped in this heart that's waiting to pop out. And I hope to have have u as a genuine reader till this journey continues.
plz don't ditch like ur friends.. hehe.. just kidding.
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