Wednesday, November 01, 2006

The window in my room.......

How strange some times things are.... I am so tired , completely drained out and exhausted after a day of constant blubbering and meeting in the office, after a day when the lips get tired of fakely smiling towards everyone in the office. Then you come home, where all are waiting for you to go for a marriage. .......You come and change and once again you are there in that ground where two fools are going to be prisoned to each other for their life time. You Move from one platform to another in the marriage and eat as much as you can, as if you will not get to eat for the rest of your lifetime.

Look at everyone.... all are so decked up..... Ladies look as if they have emptied the entire set of Lipsticks on their lips...... Mothers are busy telling others that their both the son are settled abroad... as if US is a moon and their son is one of the first astranauts to reach there.... Boys are busy sipping the free liquor being served in the bar.... and I like a philosopher am busy analysing this drama in that ground.

What a stupid life it is..... when one is so tired that he can't even stand, he has to stand for hours smiling and talking with others. How much can one pretend? Well, have to do it as this is what all do.The more the jwelleries the lady has on her neck the happier she is considered, least do the people know how sad she is because her husband abuses her every night after consuming 2 pegs of whisky.

I know I am sounding petty irritated and pessimistic, but I sometimes feel frustrated over the superficiality we all live in. But, have no choice. Life is just dragging us and we are getting dragged along.

Even I am superficial like others..... I was hesitating so much to write this post as I was skeptic if I would be able to deliver a good post, and how would the people who read this post feel if it's not upto the mark. Funny... really funny.... How much we live for others? How much we fake for others?

Can't we just break the barriers.. Can't we just get down our car in the rain and start getting dreanched .... Can't we just stop aside a poor old man who is struggling to pull his Cart and help him in pulling it.... Can't we just take off our clothes and dive into the river.... Can't we just take off our shoes and start jumping in the Mud the way we did when we were kids......

When will be Kids again.... when wil we be free again... when will we be able to love others.... whe will we be able to sleep at night within seconds of shutting down our eyes....... when will we start enjoying the Cartoon network again rather than those super serious soaps.....

I wish I was free..... I wish we all were free... I wish the world was free.....

Come................... Lets break free!!!

13 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm becomin addicted 2 ur blog. I wish you the best of lucks. You seem to be a very special person. Take care.

11/11/2006 4:38 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

Hi Anonymous,

I am glad to know that someone is getting addicted to my blog and is liking my posts.

Why don't you introduce you to me. May be I can share my thoughts better with you.Or is it that you don't want to disclose who you are?

11/12/2006 8:49 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

Well anonymous,
As I respect you as my reader, I would like to share with you that I am thinking on lines of writing short stories and trying out releasing my feelings through these stories.

What do u say anonymous? Should I continue to be my true self and express my soul or try something new?

And I take back my words.. don't introduce yourself... that's the fun between us... I don't know you and you don't know anything about me excepy my words... lets try to stay this way :)
Wish you all the very best.. and I welcome your critical comments friend.

11/12/2006 8:56 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm sure you would be very successful in displaying your thoughts and feelings through short stories. That could be interesting as well!

My job is somehow related to literature, so I have to read a lot of stuff and sometimes even grade it (I'm not a publisher though, I just teach). I hadn't felt so hooked to any writing for a long time, so that must mean you are a good writer! I encourage you go on in any direction. I'm sure it will work out very well!

I'd rather not display my ID but you can call me Maria :)

11/13/2006 10:44 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

That's Cool!!

At least, now I can call you as Maria.
I must tell you, your comments are very precious to me.

Well, I am having an exam next week, so am not able to devote much time to writing now a days. But, there is a lot that's waiting to be poured out.

As of now, I can't think of anything other than Love and Life:)

Take care Maria.

11/13/2006 12:14 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

We will all patiently wait until you're done with your exams... but we will secretely keep clicking on this page from time to time just in case... Just kidding, you'd better concentrate on exams... and you'll be relieved and ready to write afterwards :)

All the best for your exams, as well as for love and life! ;)

11/13/2006 1:03 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

Hi Maria,

I have managed to write one article even in this busy schedule. But can you please tell me as to how you came over my Blog? It is not searchable in Google, due to which my friends are not able to search it. But, how did you reach here?

11/13/2006 9:20 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

We don“t know each other, I'm not from India and I have never been there, but I reached your blog through a friend's profile on Orkut.

Your face looked familiar to me so I clicked on your profile just out of curiosity... and there it was!

11/14/2006 7:06 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Great piece again, and great attitute in life :)

11/14/2006 7:09 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

Attitude is what I consider the biggest strength in Life:)

It is the only saviour at times of crisis.

11/14/2006 11:57 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

My reaction on reading the first few lines of your article was:
"Oh God, there's someone elso too who thinks like me".
The questions you have asked in here, I too have asked them from someone before.
The reply I got was:"This is how it has to be, whether you like it or you want to leave it".
Since then I gave in and have been doing what ever is expected from me at all times, whether I like it or not.This is life n we can't afford to mess around with those whom we love, so either take happiness for urself or give them the happiness.

11/19/2006 11:04 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

Well Garima Ji,
That was a good long one.

I know you from the start, you think differntly, but suppress ur thoughts.

Spread it and let it flow. And about the point of giving in... its onot giving in, but its Loving in:)

Yes and that's the beauty, we do anything and everything for whom we love.
And trust me that's the bliss, at least I love to love.. haha.. and to do anything and everything for the one's I love.

Hope I don't forget to get ur paper tomorrow.
Take care.

11/20/2006 11:40 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey....couldnt refrain myself frm writing this comment...
u felt tht ur post may sound pessimistic...putting it bluntly..it kinda does!
who do u think is stoping u frm being wat u wanna be...did u evr think abt it...?
its u buddy!..ur inner self...u've gotta be really very strong to be urslf..all the time...
..so strengthen ur integrity to justify ur desires :-)

9/06/2007 3:03 AM  

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